February 2012
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what am i supposed to do?
What would happen if I grabbed the blade, and pulled it across my flesh?
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The expectation is nothing less than perfection...
University starts next week. Orientation begins tomorrow. Already, failure has crawled deep into my bones and is settling in. Will I even last the first semester, let alone four years? These standards keep on raising, always up and never down and let’s be honest - is it even possible to make it?
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Being so observant has always been one of the many faults my character has included. As I continue to make analogies between me and those whom I suppose I could consider as a threat towards me it is my observant nature which always causes me to attempt to dilapidate my inner being.
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i don’t even have anyone who i can talk to whenever i need to anymore. everyone else has their own problems, so i’ll deal with my the way i always have.
TIL:
you don’t get so drunk that you tell your ex you want him back… especially when that’s the last thing in the world you actually want.
why do i just want to curl up and cry?
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“Oh, we went for the ultrasound. It’s due on the 4th August. It’s going to be a boy. What if it’s born on your birthday?” Fuck off it will be. “Baby this, baby that. I did this, I did that” I don’t care about the you, and probably never will. Maybe when this kid is born you’ll realise how stupid you are and it will teach you to keep your whore...
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"Don't be angry at me"
“We went shopping without you” I was in my bedroom, at home. And you went shopping without not only asking me if I want to come, but also not even telling me you were going anywhere. I came out to ask you something and you weren’t even here. You come back, and once again have bought her things. You never buy me anything. And when you do, you make it look like it’s my fault...
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This is proof to her that people never change.